so today Bruce took it upon himself to remind me to be careful what you wish for. you might just wind up with it yourself...i find myself comparing jade to michael. i don't want to, however there are some many things that are alike...eating habits,messes,schoolwork battles ( all of a sudden) and the need to always have the last word!i feel so bad all i do is fuss at her...yes she drives me crazy!!! she knows just what button's to push, and boy does she push! she is so smart and witty, she has the biggest heart, she can be so sweet but with a blink of an eye she is the wicked witch.sometimes i wonder how much of our problem is me???i know it's NOT all her, but i wonder how much is it my need to control. i know she isn't perfect...GOD knows i'm not....so why do i want her to be???? i think the biggest thing is i don't want her to go thru what michael went thru in school, i want her to have friends, and i want her family to love her and enjoy being around her. i pray everyday for my relationship with her...i love her so much. i do my best to show her everyday most of the time i feel i fall short. really most of my problem probably is from a feeling of guilt. i just want everyone to be happy, and most everyone is busy feeling
jealous, and there is no reason to. i love them all... i have enough to go round! i just wish they believed it!
Hey Robin,
ReplyDeleteIt's Carrie (Billie Jean's daughter). I found your blog through Cassie's and check in every once in a while. This post really reminded me of the one that Cassie recently posted. Amazing how much as parents we put on our kiddos. Anyways, it's great to check in and see what life is bringing to all of my family. I wish we were closer. I know Calvary and my EJ would have a blast.
I have a blog too. If you'd like to see it, send me a message on facebook with your email. I have it set private. It really is so much fun to keep in touch with everyone.