OK, so the day is here! Nicholas Taylor moved out. Yes I knew it was coming. After all he is getting married in 4 months, he's been moving his stuff out little by little for several weeks. So why do I cry every time someone says are you OK??????
NO...my baby boy is ....not a baby anymore! Last night it hit me all of a sudden, I was getting him a little first aid stuff together, and we have the boxes that we have always kept the kids medicine in,they each had their own. And I thought for one brief moment (BRIEF) I will just give him his box, right???? Will no way I can't give him his medicine, not THE BOX!!! That is so final. That's when it hit me...he's all grown up! He doesn't need me anymore, no more supplements on the counter, no more gym clothes on the floor to be washed, no more fussing over the computer time or back room time,no more wondering if we will be here to watch Davis while I pick up Jade,no more fish smell in the kitchen and alot less scheduling. And you know what I am going to miss him so much! This is what is suppose to happen right? Your son will leave his mother and father and the whole wife thing right....that's what the bible says. Well I am not ready to give him up...he will be missed so much!I just hope he calls, and I pray that he misses us as much as we will miss him!
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