I read you blog tonight, your dad and I.As he read I cried over his shoulder. I am sorry that you felt ashamed...you had nothing to be ashamed of. But I understand.
I am sorry if I made you feel that way. I was NEVER embarrassed of you or Harper...I was hurt for you, I knew that this is not the way you in visioned motherhood starting for you. And I knew you had so many dreams...and I was disappointed for that reason...BUT again for you!
But as I sit here, I realize that your dreams have come true! You always wanted to be a mommy...always. And no matter how your journey started, it was God's plan and time. And it turned out perfect! 3 GREAT children, one on the way....and HARPER FAYE
our precious little princess....what a gift from God she is! And you are the most amazing mother I know!
But as I read I realized that you and I have something in common...that I never saw before...when it comes to Harper and Jade I think we both feel guilty...about situations surrounding them,and we both try so hard to make up for our guilt. And all they want is our love... that's all our children ever really want or need! Unconditional Love!
I Love You!
mommy
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