Tuesday, February 1, 2011

prepective

I got a call yesterday, that I needed to return for a retake on a mammagram. The doctor wants to do another mammagram and a ultrasound. So NATURALLY...I am nervous. Any one that knows me, also knows what my first thought was....I have breast cancer.
So yesterday and last night I spent sad....not just for me but for Bruce and Jade. What if something happened to me. Who would Bruce laugh at or with? Who's face would he kiss? and Jade......who would be her go to girl(as she called me) who would she ask her girl guestions? who would listen to her and understand her...like only mom can? who's feet would she rub? And if I had one thing to tell them both it would be that Nobody will ever love them as much as I do!!!!

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