Dad know's best!!

you know when we are growing up, we normally think our parents just don't get it, right? i mean they are soooooo old, what could they possibly know. they just don't understand. well, guess what turns out that my dad really knew just what he was talking about!he said "that guy is no good!" , "he is bad news"..."you're making a big mistake",. BUT...........i was in love(LOL) i really thought i was. so 3 years, and a child later, turns out dad was right all alone! and getting him out of my life was hard!!!if i had only listened. but out of that BIG MISTAKE, God gave me a gift..a wonderful son, and what a joy he was! his long curly blond hair, big blue eyes, and personality that would melt any heart! you know he's been hard , a challenge, but i wouldn't take anything in the world for him! i never knew how much genetics really plays apart in life's! trust me it does!if prayer alone could change his situation, he would be a saint! or is it that we don't really have faith that God can change his situation?i wish i could just hold him and make all the pain and suffering go away.i pray he know's how much i love him, that i would do anything for him! i (we) have prayed for so long...what are we not learning, what lesson is it that we are just not getting? it was my mistake not his, why does he have to suffer, or pay for it? if i could take it back i would, just so he could finally have peace. i know he makes the bad decision's...but why? God he knows you....he is your child, we gave him to you along time ago. i still remember him going to an alter call at about 9? God i pray for a miracle in his life!!! God please touch him in a way that he has never known!thank you God! OUR FATHER KNOW"S BEST!