It has been a month since I last wrote! I told you I was bad at this.I have good intentions, really! Maybe that is where my oldest son gets that from, I really believe that he has good intentions...I am sure of it. But for the life of him he can't follow through on MOST things! For many reason's this has been a very hard month.I feel like I am always complaining, and I don't mean to, I really don't mind helping people, I think it's just when it seems to go unappreciated, that it really bothers me. My mom is a very needy person ALWAYS has been, and in her defense she has needed help this past year, and we have been there, and there and there!BUT she wants me there all the time, for crazy stuff,(I should drive a 70 mile trip just for bread) and I can't go everyday....THINGS ARE TIGHT!!!!!!Nobody seems to understand that!But who would when someone does everything for you???My dad died in Feb. of 2008. I'm missing him too! He left things unfinished in so many ways...in ways I would have never believed! I just never would have believed I I (we) would have to take care of my mom! But I miss being able to talk to my dad! That's all...
I just finished a really good book...Setting Boundaries with Your Adult Children. It is a great book by the way! If you only knew how many books I've read to learn how to do just that....I'll let you know when I figure it out!
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