you didn't even know i had one did you?? alittle secret i keep, a brain that is!LOL
so... do i post about what a wonderful vacation we had? or how i dreaded coming home to face all the drama, brought on by certain family members? or how great real friends are! you know who you are( and i love you dearly).or maybe how crazy it is that people you don't know very well..or at all really, feel compelled to message you on facebook very private details of there marriage.(maybe God wanted me to pray about it) or how mom's from the past life of your kids friends show up with words of wisdom for your son!( and why does that bother us) or maybe how worried i am about my husbands doctor visit? and how much i love him, and my kids! or how much i worry about our future! and jade's future...or how proud i am that my daughter has a wonderful man that loves her and their children.and how lucky they are! or maybe how wonderful all my grand kids are...yes i am a NANA!!! or how i wish i was independently wealthy so i could spend all my time with them! how happy i am that my baby boy has found the love of his life, and is doing well! or that i wish my oldest son had the confidence in himself that we do!! tough love is HARD!!! and i don't wish it on anyone.or is it us that needs to learn something in that situation! GOD PLEASE LET ME LEARN IT TODAY...Amen!just a little prayer there!or maybe how all the mistakes we make can be the hardest thing's to live with, or that you should listen to your dad when they say,he's no good...you're screwing up! or maybe i should write about how you need to pick your spouse wisely. or maybe about how i can tell you that i know GOD is going to take care of our family... HE always has! THANK YOU GOD!
or how much i love jade...and worry about flashes from the past, that aren't thinking of her that might tear her world apart!or the stress i see on bruce's face, and how i wish i could take it away!
the bottom line is this is just getting a portion of what is on my mind...how 's your day?
